Chance
I can’t do this anymore. It hurts so bad. If only I could have that one chance, I swear I’ll change for the better and be the best boyfriend ever.
I thought of so many things. The places we used to go, the things we used to do, the jokes we shared, the random moments where we laughed together, and so many more things.
The original TB, Plaza Singapura, Century Square, Orchard, Henderson Waves, Ang Mo Kio, Botanic Gardens, Marina Barrage, East Coast Park, Pasir Ris Park, Downtown East, Yishun, Nanyang Polytechnic, Johor Bahru, Genting Highlands, and many more.
Plaza Singapura. Valentine’s Day. TB. Poems. We watched Valentine’s Day. Remember? We were all dressed up so nicely. Then we headed to TB. We watched the stars. We counted the stars. Then I popped the question for the first time in my life. There were a few minutes of silence before it all began.
Century Square. We used to eat at Popeyes, Ah Mei Cafe and Food Culture. Remember? How I selamba-ly shared an ice kacang with you? We ate Prata at Ah Mei Cafe even though we don’t know if the place is Halal or not?
Remember how we conquered the whole Henderson Waves? You were tired but we kept on going? We kinda got lost but we made it home safely?
Remember how often we went to Ang Mo Kio to watch movies and just hang out?
Remember we went to East Coast Park to make The List?
Magic Wok. Remember that? You LOVE that place. Eventually I began to love that place too.
Remember how often we used to visit NorthPoint after school to buy light snacks before taking 969 to Tampines?
Remember how I was always there when you had Productions, practices and whatnot? I would always go to your Production and you’d always go to mine? And how we always go together to other Productions?
Remember we went to Johor Bahru with your mum? I was a nervous wreck but I pulled through?
Remember the recent unforgettable Genting Highlands trip? I had an awesome time.
There are many more occasions that I’ll never forget.
Remember all the shit we went through and how we managed to pull through it?
I can never, ever forget all that. Nobody is perfect. I’m not perfect. I have my flaws. But what I know is, I will do whatever it takes, to have your love. I miss you Nadhirah. I miss everything about you. Come back into my life please. I need you. =’(
